You Were There Until You Weren’t.

You were there and then you were gone. You disappeared even though I still saw you around. You were there for me. Every time. I’m not sure what happened or what went through your head, but something just changed. I was there for you right before, I was there, in fact I was the only one that was there for you that night. If that did not prove anything then I don’t know. Now I can’t even explain. It’s like you still want to be there, but you aren’t or you won’t. You were there for me and then all of a sudden you weren’t.

You were there for me until you weren’t. Same thing. I didn’t even see it coming. You were there for me until you weren’t and I still can’t wrap my head around that. I spin in circles if I even try to understand. What went on in your head? Did you spin in as many circles as I did? I was there for you, I definitely proved that. You were too… well until you weren’t. Are you still like that?

You were there for me until you weren’t. Actually, I don’t really know if this is a statement that I can really say about you because were you really ever there? This one really messed me up, it really laid down the foundation of everything that I’m going to know or put up with. You are there for me now, but did it take all this time to get here? Are you really there for me though or are you there for the person you wish I was? The version that you want me to be, a version that is not the real me.